july 22

I was back at the beach house with my family. A parade was taking place on the main st. it was Spring break. A couple of my cousins and i ended up at the beach.. it was not the beach that i see everyday, the sand was black, the ppl looked as if they had lost they're reasons for living.. like starving animal they crawl'd around, not sure what they were looking for. high tide was coming in, it seemed to destroy everything in its way.. i was back at the beach house getting wasted with my best friend.. it was his birthday. He ended up getting completely faded so i got stuck babysitting. As we danced around acting like idiotic children a car pulled in to the drive way.  Twas my cousin, she introduced me to her family and her little girl, the newest member of the bunch... the last thing i saw was her smile.